"Where does my history point me to?" This question invokes chaos...a swirling mass of sorrow, confusion, rage, pain, worry and listlessness...but as i list these things a glimmer of clarity appears then dissapears and just as it does a shard of sunlight illuminates the train carriage, it dissapears and returns, dissapears and returns.
When that feeling of chaos arises, I close off, too much sensory confusion but I feel like your prompts to "line up the patterns and themes...see what magnatises, what repels..." will be an anchor for me helping me to face the chaos that causes me to close off.
"Where does my history point me to?" This question invokes chaos...a swirling mass of sorrow, confusion, rage, pain, worry and listlessness...but as i list these things a glimmer of clarity appears then dissapears and just as it does a shard of sunlight illuminates the train carriage, it dissapears and returns, dissapears and returns.
When that feeling of chaos arises, I close off, too much sensory confusion but I feel like your prompts to "line up the patterns and themes...see what magnatises, what repels..." will be an anchor for me helping me to face the chaos that causes me to close off.
Thank you Stephanie. I really feel and value your support. I've ordered your book, to acompany this journey from personal history to shared destiny.